Recovery

I suppose I should apoligize for saying I would continue to blog then not updating for five months. I'm sorry, I went too far with the dieting thing. I fell into depression had virtually no friends and threw myself into skating, a bit too hard, the more I skated, the more determined I was to lose weight, even after I became a skinny mini. It got to the point that my coach foreced me to take a break. I spiraled even farther downward after that. I became a loner, I didn't even talk to Brooklyn or Meline. I didn't go home on weekends, and Ashley continued to bully me about getting kicked off the team. Thankfully, Brooklyn staged an intervention. Meline hadn't been aware what was happening with me, and when she found out, she got me help. I've been going to counseling, and back on he team. I've gained a bit of weight back, but it's healthy weight. I even got asked to the spring formal. His name is Andy and he's really sweet. We've gone out a few times since then, and I've made some friends. There's still times when I don't want to eat, but I'm getting there. One of my new friends is named Mercades, she's a soccer player who battled anorexia a few years ago. She encourages me alot, and next year we are going to be roommates. I hope to blog more now that summer is almost here. It's become a form of therapy for me. Thank you for still being there for me <3Mia<3